I can't sleep.

I have come to realize that my greatest fear, over anything else, is that i will fail out of school.
With failing school, comes...
disappointing friends/family
have a nowhere job
being up to my fucking cock in debt
and being a failure at life in general.


it has hit me very hard, today...that if i don't change my ways, i WILL fail out.
and that CAN'T happen.



here's to salvaging my education.