Insomnia can fall off of a cliff.

It is Five A.M.
I cannot sleep.
I am hot.
I am in love with Lady Sovereign.
I am in love with Cheech and Chong.
I am in love with Full Throttle.
I am in love with OLD AFI.


like this...

Intriguing...

I can't get her out of my head.
when I close my eyes...she's there.
when I go to sleep...she's there.
whenever I think...she's there.

she's haunting me, and I wonder how long i can go in silence...


In other news...
one of my cousins old chums apparently lives in lafayette.
and she apparently hangs out at an anarchist collective i'm associated with.
and she apparently hangs out with a group of lesbians who associate with the group of lesbians that I party with.


talk about a coincidence.

i've been into some wierd shit lately...

there's the AFI [as always]
but then i've been listening to a log of new wave gothy stuff

like:
The Smiths
The Cure
Depeche Mode
New Order


as well as some indie, a la Neutral Milk hotel.



time for a bowl...

It's so shitty outside.

They're calling for wind chills in excess of thirty degrees below Fahrenheit. And classes are still to be attended as scheduled...that's sick.

I'm still watching Freaks and Geeks, and it is STILL amazing.

...i can hear the wind outside. this is going to be one horrible day.

It's four in the Morning, and, like many others with Insomnia, I choose to take this out on a blog. Wonderful.

I really need a girl. Someone who can share the same interests as me. Someone who i can be a total goofball around, and they'll just shrug it off as cute. Someone i can party with, and still share a deep conversation with. Someone i can vent my frustrations too, without fear of judgement. Someone who can help me when I'm low, and be with me when i'm...errr....high.

my problem is that whenever i get close to a girl who i might even remotely have a chance with, i puss out and remain on that horrible "just friend" stage. I need to grow a pair.


i'm in lovelovelove with mellow music lately. acoustic stuff, laid back stuff, slow paced stuff, its wonderous.

My brain has officially lost its ability to think, so i am going to end on this note:

everything sucks, i can't sleep, i'm a pussy, but freaks and geeks, as well as music [like always] is completely awesome.

FREAKS AND GEEKS!

I have fallen deeply [back] in love with the show that single handedly launched the careers of such notable actors as JAMES FRANCO, SETH ROGAN, and JASON SEGEL. That show's name is...Freaks and Geeks. I used to watch it all the time early on in the millennium, and now remember why i was so upset that the show was cancelled. It captures teen angst at its finest. It didn't rely on star power to get ratings, and it is quite a shame that the show ended after just one season.

In other news...I'm back at Purdue. Classes have started again. And I may have a wager against a fellow chum that i can go without smoking pot until spring break if the other participant can go until spring break without drinking booze. It came about when i was told that i couldn't quit smoking if i wanted too [and, why the fuck would i want too?!].


i'm also on the hunt for some good torrents like cream, pink floyd, and the who.